Talk to Fa

It’s been a quiet past few days. I stayed inside all day. I ate food and snacks. I binged a show. I played NYT games. I skipped yoga. I went out for a walk in my Uggs. I rested. I slept. I processed a ton during my sleep, in my dreams. I felt like I was preparing myself for something significant to come towards me. It’s been intense since September. Blessings after blessings. Issues after issues. So many documents and forms. So many people. I’ve been stretched. I learned new solutions to problems I wasn’t even aware of. There were days I almost lost hope. I got so close, only to be let down. I started all over again. My nervous system has been all over the place. Today felt new. The kind of day where my worries were proven wrong. Despite all the change and some serious challenges, miracles are happening to me every single day. I am convinced. I am blessed.