Are you really one of them?
Or do you find comfort in associating yourself with those who give you a false sense of belonging, security, and strength?
he loved and worshipped her but his vessel was too small to receive her as a whole
the grandeur of her love the brightness of her light the purity of her heart and soul
it was all too shiny too good to be true so he turned it into evil
if he only knew it was the most real thing he’d ever experienced
curse
she tells me there was a man in her life a long time ago
she loved him with all her heart
but they couldn’t be together
this was before her marriage
the man and grandpa shared the same name
she spent the rest of her life with resentment and anger
and the resentment and anger infected everyone who came into her life and the lives she created
i am a neighborhood cat
i miss my grandma
every summer i take two trains to get to her along the coast watching the shimmers on the calm waves soon i will get to her to her warmth her cooking her energy her love
her house is messy the floors greasy with the oil and steam from her constant cooking her constant love heavy love
her house always open women from the neighborhood loud tv snacks on the table in the morning i’m on her bicycle rusty with a pink cover she wears the same hat she rides to the same places peaceful winds on my cheeks on my tanned legs i smell her
she doesn’t ask she just does
i miss her
i miss my grandma
Energy reading
Energy reading is one of the phenomenons I experience when healing people like you who are open and receptive to the work.
Through my intuition and my touch, I receive downloads about your energy, feelings, and the whereabouts of your journey. It is not something I do on purpose. It just happens.
Intuitive Touch, my healing practice, is a somatic and visceral experience. As the receiver, your body is gently wrapped in my hands with love, warmth, and intention.
I intend to hold a safe space for you, literally and metaphorically, generating warming sensations in and onto your body and creating a deep sense of acceptance. This helps you soften your heart, body, and nervous system.
When you allow yourself to relax and come back into your body, you can tap into parts of yourself you’ve neglected for a long time. Now, you can have a conversation with yourself that you’ve been meaning to have.
That is when your energy enters my consciousness. Sometimes, healing someone open and receptive makes me cry because I feel your effort and desire to break out of your hell. I feel your inner child buried deep within you. Other times, I may see a vision of you in my dreams.
Feeling is healing. It’s both the most fundamental and crucial step of our healing journeys. We accept who we are and where we are. And we start heading to the most authentic version of ourselves.
I'm a picky eater now
Growing up, I was encouraged to eat everything. As a result, I became a good, non-picky eater. However, I am learning that my body is just not happy with certain foods.
Spicy chilis make my stomach upset.
Nightshade vegetables, non-raw milk dairies, shellfish, and blue fish make my skin itch.
Overprocessed gluten inflames my muscles and joints.
Refined sugar gives me a brain fog. I feel weak and stupid after consuming sugar.
Coffee makes me jittery. I used to think that was normal, but I didn’t want that to be how I felt every morning.
The morning after consuming alcohol, my skin feels dehydrated like a desert. I see wrinkles on my face that I normally never see.
So I’ve removed these foods from my diet. Of course, I make exceptions from time to time.
Some of these foods were harder to let go of than others. I used to love hand-pouring coffee. I looked forward to the ritual every morning. Weighing the beans. Folding and setting the filter. Pouring water slowly as the beans bloom and the aroma fills the air. Many evenings, I enjoyed a glass or two of red wine. Sometimes I’d sip on añejo tequila or mezcal. And I’d do that while watching the sunset or listening to music.
One thing about me, I do not like dwelling on the past and what’s no longer working for me. I enjoy adapting to new ways, and I did.
Now I am a very picky eater. I listen to my body and what it needs/does not, and I really like how I feel with and from what I eat.
Offerings
Private healing session
Take a journey with me. In this hour-long session, you will receive a personalized healing experience, a holistic combination of intuitive energy reading, somatic touch therapy, and conversational healing.
Location: My home studio in Highland Park, Los Angeles.
Price:
$111 – 30 minutes $222 – 1 hour
More about Intuitive Touch
My healing practice Intuitive Touch is a combination of intuitive energy reading and somatic touch therapy.
How does it work?
With love and intention, I touch your gut, hips, lungs, heart, shoulders, neck, ears, third eye, and crown, generating warm sensations and a deep sense of acceptance in a safe, non-verbal manner.
What will you get?
I simply hold space for you, so you can relax and come back home to yourself.
I hope to help you soften your heart and guide you to awaken your inner healer. Go ahead and lean into my touch. Allow yourself to feel your feelings and your body.
Intuitive Touch is my original creation. I created it because I myself wish to receive a healing treatment like it. It is the sum of my experiences, insight, intuition, and wisdom from my current and previous lives, and I bring all of myself to offer a healing experience to you.
To give you a sense of what Intuitive Touch is like, take a look at this piece of a client testimonial:
“Her ability to tune in and have a direct conversation with your body’s energy is remarkable and unlike anything I have ever personally experienced.”
You may read more testimonials here.
For all inquiries, please email me.
New project: Short Film “Speech Therapist”
I’ve been responding to the universe’s guidance and trying things that it presents to me. Apparently, acting is one of them.
This turned out to be such a healing and empowering opportunity. I am so delighted that the director Destiny found me and trusted me with the role.
What a privilege to be part of the collective energies of fellow artists and dreamers. I loved every moment.
I’m ready, universe. I want more new experiences. Bring them to me!
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Short film Speech Therapist by Destiny Jaimes Carachure
Produced by Leaphea Sambath
Co-cast: Jenna Aranda
BTS photos by Diego Salvacion
Thank you to the entire team at CSULB
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Up and up
It’s cool to be able to do something I was too scared to even try. Back in August 2023, I wrote about my headstand progress and how fear was getting in the way of me going up vertically, rather than lack of strength or balance. Now that I’ve made friends with fear, I’m also realizing the importance of upper body strength in being able to hold the posture. I love new discoveries like this through a new challenge. I love that part about myself.
