On a Mission
i’m sick of staying optimistic all the time. i’m sick of carrying good energy for those who take, take and take from me. i’m sick of entertaining those who check in with me like a show they are flipping through without reciprocating my kindness. and they wonder what’s wrong with me when i’ve stopped giving. when i’ve stopped responding. when i’ve stopped smiling back.
LET IT ALL COME.
Do you love it? Or do you love the idea of it?
Do you love me? Or do you love the idea of who I could be in your world?
なるようになる。
I feel it coming.
I welcome what comes But I do not chase what leaves I cultivate what stays But I do not force what is misaligned I love what loves me But I can also love from a distance.
The longer you wait to do something you should do now, the greater the odds that you will never actually do it.
— John C. Maxwell
The universe will let me go easy this time. The universe will let me go easy this time and moving forward. The universe will let me go easy for the rest of my life.
September has been incredible. I feel like a completely different person compared to when I was under the full moon earlier this month at Joshua Tree. It’s been go go go since then. I’m getting used to the speed and the new balance, as my life has been slow for the past few years. I now have an amazing team of people helping and guiding me through this shift. I call them my transition angels. I feel blessed and grateful, and I expect a lot more blessings to enter my life.