Talk to Fa

More about the “Goddess of Time, Death and Destruction.”

I’m here only for what makes me say HELL YES, even if I don’t know how to approach it right at this second, and how it will unfold. I trust that I will eventually figure out the how. If something or someone makes me question my worth, it’s out of my life. No more distractions. No more fantasies. I don’t need flash or perfection. All I want is goodness, honesty, openness, presence, realness, sincerity, vulnerability, and wholesomeness.

I've become more accepting of bad days. I understand that not every day and every moment can be fun and uplifting. The darkness can come and go, and I embrace it. I feel it and seek meaning in it. I use it to fuel my creativity and productivity. I let it be what it is. I have faith that better days will come again. I am trusting of myself, the timing, and the universe. I really like how I’m feeling these days. I’m so glad and thankful I get to feel this way.

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This is the topic I've been sitting on for a long time, and I'm excited to share it with you.

Everything I do stems from my desire for authenticity. Looking back on my early teenage years, I remember my social anxiety led me to understand others, which eventually inspired me to understand myself.

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Listen to the episode “Social Anxiety to Authenticity” on Spotify and Apple Podcasts.

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In today's episode, I talk about why podcasting has been healing for my inner child, her once-lost voice, and my authenticity.

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Listen to the episode “Finding My Voice Again” on Spotify and Apple Podcasts.

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This album by Common Saints feels like my life’s soundtrack right now.

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Not a day went by where I didn’t think of you. But you hate me because you hate yourself.

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Today, I'm giving myself self-therapy and diving into a vulnerable place. A visitor from the past left me in pain and sorrow, and at the same time, reminded me of how far I've come in my personal growth and what I don’t want in life moving forward.

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Listen to the episode “Painful Reconnection” on Spotify and Apple Podcasts.

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It’s wild how much I’ve grown just in the past few years, especially since 2021.

A friend recently said to me, “Fa, I don’t know anyone who’s done more work on themselves than you have internally and externally.” The old me would have been too dismissive to receive that statement. Now, I own it.

It’s true. I’ve done an unbelievable amount of work to update and elevate myself. All with intention. I carried and was projected so much fucking baggage and karma from the previous generations, family members, and many people I crossed paths with. Every time the universe threw me a challenge, I gave it all of myself and faced it head-on.

I want to recognize and celebrate this feeling. The ease and peace I feel without needing much. The kind of confidence that comes from tapping into authenticity. My boundaries are stronger than ever. The love I feel for myself and others is unmatched. I’m glowing from within.

I’m excited for what’s about to come. I have this inexplicable hunch that miracles will happen to me. And when they do, I won’t be surprised.