Talk to Fa

More about Kali, the “Goddess of Time, Death and Destruction.”

This is the topic I've been sitting on for a long time, and I'm excited to share it with you.

Everything I do stems from my desire for authenticity. Looking back on my early teenage years, I remember my social anxiety led me to understand others, which eventually inspired me to understand myself.

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Listen to the episode “Social Anxiety to Authenticity” on Spotify and Apple Podcasts.

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In today's episode, I talk about why podcasting has been healing for my inner child, her once-lost voice, and my authenticity.

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Listen to the episode “Finding My Voice Again” on Spotify and Apple Podcasts.

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Today, I'm giving myself self-therapy and diving into a vulnerable place. A visitor from the past left me in pain and sorrow, and at the same time, reminded me of how far I've come in my personal growth and what I don’t want in life moving forward.

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Listen to the episode “Painful Reconnection” on Spotify and Apple Podcasts.

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It’s wild how much I’ve grown just in the past few years, especially since 2021.

A friend recently said to me, “Fa, I don’t know anyone who’s done more work on themselves than you have internally and externally.” The old me would have been too dismissive to receive that statement. Now, I own it.

It’s true. I’ve done an unbelievable amount of work to update and elevate myself. All with intention. I carried and was projected so much fucking baggage and karma from the previous generations, family members, and many people I crossed paths with. Every time the universe threw me a challenge, I gave it all of myself and faced it head-on.

I want to recognize and celebrate this feeling. The ease and peace I feel without needing much. The kind of confidence that comes from tapping into authenticity. My boundaries are stronger than ever. The love I feel for myself and others is unmatched. I’m glowing from within.

I’m excited for what’s about to come. I have this inexplicable hunch that miracles will happen to me. And when they do, I won’t be surprised.

A girlfriend is planning to freeze her eggs. The topic got me thinking, do I want to do that? Do I want kids? As I decondition my learned and outdated beliefs, I'm learning what I want as a woman.

Listen to the episode “Do I Want Kids”?” on Spotify and Apple Podcasts.

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Alice

Kiki

Neil

Marilyn

Ron Swanson

Aunt Polly

The Oracle

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Today, I share a story about a hike I went on with a friend who overtalked. The discomfort I felt pushed me to kick the fear of setting boundaries. The result? Surprisingly pleasant.

Listen to the episode “Boundaries = Respect” on Spotify and Apple Podcasts.

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I've always felt energetically connected to Marilyn Monroe. I often witness and experience in my dreams what it was like to be her in intimate, private moments. In this episode, I dive deeper into my connection to the woman she was.

Listen to the episode “Marilyn Monroe” on Spotify and Apple Podcasts.

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When in doubt Go with silence Go inward Go out in the sun Go for a walk Go into nature Go in solitude

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