Talk to Fa

No concluding No convincing  No debating No preaching

Just sharing.

New York City. Old loft building. I enter it through a heavy wooden door. Looks like warm cherry with a reddish tint. There’s a living space as soon as I enter the apartment. I walk into what I think is the kitchen. Instead, it’s a long, narrow room with a bar counter. There’s still a bunch of stuff the previous resident left. The walls are floor-to-ceiling bookshelves. They are filled with old, dusty books. It’s a library. The structure is dark, heavy, and gnarly. Almost no natural lighting. At the end of the room is a small stage where musicians perform. It’s a bar. It’s a venue. It’s a gathering place inside the apartment.

Every year around this time, I dream of this exact loft and library bar.

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Young souls raise children to mature themselves. Old souls raise and guide young soul adults.

I don’t want to play a game I don’t want to play a role I don’t want to play a character I don’t want to play a victim

I want to tell my stories With my words In my voice

I want to go where my heart and soul want me to go I want to do what I’m excited to do I want to be me wherever I am I want to be me no matter who I’m with

I just want to be me.

I raised a puppy to realize that living with a dog was not for me. In today's bittersweet episode, I reflect on the time I was a dog mommy and the realizations I gained about my desires and preferences.

Talk to Fa Podcast - “My Karmic Dog” (S1 E10)

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Today, I'm feeling extra candid. Hear me elaborate on how clearing physical, digital, and habitual clutter associated with the past has given me clarity, contentment, and peace.

Talk to Fa Podcast - “Declutter for Peace” (S1 E9)

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More about Kali, the “Goddess of Time, Death and Destruction.”

I’m here only for what makes me say HELL YES, even if I don’t know how to approach it right at this second, and how it will unfold. I trust that I will eventually figure out the how. If something or someone makes me question my worth, it’s out of my life. No more distractions. No more fantasies. I don’t need flash or perfection. All I want is goodness, honesty, openness, presence, realness, sincerity, vulnerability, and wholesomeness.