On a Mission
Today, I'm giving myself self-therapy and diving into a vulnerable place. A visitor from the past left me in pain and sorrow, and at the same time, reminded me of how far I've come in my personal growth and what I don’t want in life moving forward.
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It’s wild how much I’ve grown just in the past few years, especially since 2021.
A friend recently said to me, “Fa, I don’t know anyone who’s done more work on themselves than you have internally and externally.” The old me would have been too dismissive to receive that statement. Now, I own it.
It’s true. I’ve done an unbelievable amount of work to update and elevate myself. All with intention. I carried and was projected so much fucking baggage and karma from the previous generations, family members, and many people I crossed paths with. Every time the universe threw me a challenge, I gave it all of myself and faced it head-on.
I want to recognize and celebrate this feeling. The ease and peace I feel without needing much. The kind of confidence that comes from tapping into authenticity. My boundaries are stronger than ever. The love I feel for myself and others is unmatched. I’m glowing from within.
I’m excited for what’s about to come. I have this inexplicable hunch that miracles will happen to me. And when they do, I won’t be surprised.
A girlfriend is planning to freeze her eggs. The topic got me thinking, do I want to do that? Do I want kids? As I decondition my learned and outdated beliefs, I'm learning what I want as a woman.
Today, I share a story about a hike I went on with a friend who overtalked. The discomfort I felt pushed me to kick the fear of setting boundaries. The result? Surprisingly pleasant.
Listen to the episode “Boundaries = Respect” on Spotify and Apple Podcasts.
Love me Pet me Feed me
I will entertain you Heal you And bite you at times
I wrote and shared this little poem last summer. Lately, I’ve been reminded of the idea behind it in many moments. I feel I embody such a cat in real life. A cat that is adored in a community. I was doodling last night and drew this cat with a butt. So I thought, why not share the poem again?
I've always felt energetically connected to Marilyn Monroe. I often witness and experience in my dreams what it was like to be her in intimate, private moments. In this episode, I dive deeper into my connection to the woman she was.
Listen to the episode “Marilyn Monroe” on Spotify and Apple Podcasts.
When in doubt Go with silence Go inward Go out in the sun Go for a walk Go into nature Go in solitude
In this candid episode, I talked about how the vibe shifted throughout the day. ICE protest. Tension in Los Angeles. A little car accident. Yet, I still felt protected, guided, and ultimately healed by the power of love and music by the end of the night.
Listen to the episode “In the Right Room, Finally” on Spotify and Apple Podcasts.
Marilyn
Ron Swanson
Aunt Polly
The Oracle
