New Episode: Do I Want Kids?
A girlfriend is planning to freeze her eggs. The topic got me thinking, do I want to do that? Do I want kids? As I decondition my learned and outdated beliefs, I'm learning what I want as a woman.
I resonate with these characters
Marilyn
Ron Swanson
Aunt Polly
The OracleNew Episode: Boundaries = Respect
Today, I share a story about a hike I went on with a friend who overtalked. The discomfort I felt pushed me to kick the fear of setting boundaries. The result? Surprisingly pleasant.
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Mission
I live my life authentically, fully, and wholeheartedly. And I help my fellow soul sisters and brothers, like you, do the same. In this lifetime, I’m to follow my heart and intuition freely and see where that takes me.
A shaman once said to me, “You were brought here to save this planet.” I didn’t know what to make of it when he said that to me. I’d literally just met the man while traveling solo in Guatemala. It’s been a few years. I’m starting to form my own understanding. You can read about this encounter.
My path is unique. My life’s mission is unique. My influence creates a ripple effect on those around me. Crossing a path with me is life-changing. When I am supported, everyone around me is supported.
My mind and energy are worth millions. I want to reach my potential, supported by the right people who believe in me, see the purpose of my unconventional life, and let me roam free as I need my own space to do what I’m here to do. I don’t want to have to worry about logistics and money. I have everything I need emotionally and spiritually. I hereby manifest monetary support from all directions, as abundance allows me to serve myself and others.
Gratitude is energy, and money is energy.
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New Episode: Marilyn Monroe
I've always felt energetically connected to Marilyn Monroe. I often witness and experience in my dreams what it was like to be her in intimate, private moments. In this episode, I dive deeper into my connection to the woman she was.
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When in doubt
When in doubt Go with silence Go inward Go out in the sun Go for a walk Go into nature Go in solitude
New Episode: In the Right Room, Finally
In this candid episode, I talked about how the vibe shifted throughout the day. ICE protest. Tension in Los Angeles. A little car accident. Yet, I still felt protected, guided, and ultimately healed by the power of love and music by the end of the night.
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POV of a self-proclaimed dyslexic
I believe we, dyslexic people, are creators. The universe intentionally made it difficult for us to learn from existing content so that we can create something new.
Traditional learning is hard for me. A large amount of text is daunting and overwhelming for me to read and process, unless I have a personal association and resonance with the subject.
I rarely watch movies. It takes up too much of my energy.
It’s almost impossible for me to sing along to songs. I didn’t write the words.
I don’t like templates. It’s annoying how I have to create pretty much everything from scratch.
I have a hard time remembering tangible details. This painting of mine is a great example of how I associate people, places, and things with smells, textures, colors, lighting, and feelings.
I express my inner world through creative expressions. I observe, listen, experience, and make mistakes in real life to earn lessons and knowledge. I cross the line to know where it is. I have my own way of seeing and learning.
I wish I could tell my 12-year-old self it’s okay to be unconventional. In fact, it’s more than okay. It’s awesome.
We are awesome.
Podcast
Introducing Talk to Fa Podcast
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I used to be obsessed with talk radio. Growing up in Japan, talk radio was a big deal in the know. It still is. Musicians and artists of all sorts had their shows, and they had loyal fans. I was one of them. I loved it so much that I started creating my own talk show using equipment I had at home. I connected the microphones my grandparents used when doing karaoke (we had a karaoke kit at home) to the stereo system I got for my birthday. I created an agenda with talking points, guest segments, and songs to play in between segments. I invited friends from school to participate in the show. I interviewed them and got them to tell their stories. After the recording, we made sweet and savory crepes on a big electric griddle to treat ourselves. We sipped on black tea, enjoyed crepes, and talked about what we talked about. I had so much fun.
That was my childhood passion. I’ve always been intrigued by stories. Both to tell and listen to. But I’ve brushed off this part of me for the longest time.
Recently, a friend invited me to visit his Podcast recording studio. He wanted me to feel what it was like to be a Podcaster. I hopped in the booth, put on headphones, and started talking into the microphone. I was stunned by how natural and comfortable I felt. It reminded me of when I first started offering healing, and knowing what to do by heart. The friend sent me the audio files we recorded. Although the recordings were for testing purposes, I ended up feeling so inspired that I decided to publish one of them as the first episode of my new Podcast show.
So I present to you, Talk to Fa Podcast. In the first episode, I shared a story that made me question what kindness is, seen from opposing perspectives.
Talk to Fa Podcast - “What is Kindness?” (S1 E1)
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I am a light
I am the truth.