Big vast ocean
Slow dancing waves
Washing away all the worries
Embracing me with love
Love so big that’s out of this world
For the little child inside of me
I’m sitting in the shallow water
Looking straight into the orange sunset
Glitters on the surface
The water is warm
The whole place is warm
I am warm
Because the sun is still out there
Your harsh words
Carelessly spat out at me
Bringing back all the memories
Memories I want to forget for life
Destroying my light, my soul, my drive, my creativity
I don’t wish to speak to you anymore
Until you resolve your darkness
I love the nighttime. I am a night owl. The darkness inspires me. It lights the fire in me. Sometimes, I wake up early by accident. Totally against my desire. I wish I were a morning person. Because the sun is too precious to miss.
I look forward to seeing the black cat every time I go out for a walk. Sometimes he’s outside, sometimes he is not. That is just how it is. We’ve become very close over the past few months. I’ve slowly gained his love and trust. We have a mutual understanding of each other. It’s the first time I’ve ever felt this way toward a nonhuman. Souls are souls after all. I’m in love with his sweet soul.